Forgive Yourself

We all mess up sometimes. So why is learning to forgive yourself a lot harder than forgiving others?
Think back to the last time somebody apologized to you about something. Did you forgive them? There is a very good chance that you did...
Everyone messes up. Me, you, the neighbors, Mother Teresa, Mahatma Gandhi, King David, the Buddha, everybody.
It's important to acknowledge mistakes, feel appropriate remorse and learn from them so they don't happen again. But most people keep beating themselves up way past the point of usefulness: They're unfairly self-critical.
There is a kind of inner critic and inner protector inside each of us. For most people, that inner critic is continually yammering away, looking for something, anything, to find fault with. It magnifies small failings into big ones, punishes you over and over for things long past, ignores the larger context and doesn't credit for your efforts to make amends.
Therefore, you really need your inner protector to stick up for you: to put your weaknesses and misdeeds in perspective, to highlight your many good qualities surrounding your lapses, to encourage you to keep getting back on the high road even if you've gone down the low one, and frankly, to tell that inner critic to shut up.
Know that despite your flaws, you are okay as you are. Your flaws, rather than making you “less” of a person, are what make you who you are. What you think of as a defect actually makes you far more interesting to others.
You are not perfect. You make mistakes.
But you are also on a path of growth. Your mistakes and failures help you improve. As flawed as you may be, you must accept yourself, flaws and all, if you are to make progress in your life...
It's Okay to mess up, screw up and break up... Forgive yourself & Move on!

Moving away

 

 

Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a few days ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down -
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I have to say;
"I love you and I want you back - "
but these words you just won't hear.
You don't seem to remember them -
all the memories I hold dear.
You were my first kiss, my first love
and now you don't even care.
How could you just blow it away?
We were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go -
You're doing fine as you are,
while I'm still missing how we were.
We had the best love by far...

Without You ...

 

I can wait till eternity, Till you finally come back to me,

All those times I said I Love you, my heart still sticks through,

I know it's a difficult time, Still I'm Your's and You're mine,

This world can't snatch you away, I hold you in a tight way,

People have ruined our dream, I cried hell, I weeped and screamed,

Noone heard my painful plight, without you there's no delight,

Am here at that very point, where you left me behind,

I can wait till eternity, Till you finally come back to me,

All those times I said I Love you, my heart still sticks through,

My mind dwells back in the past, Our togetherness which didn't last,

Do you ever think of me, Sitting in your lap,sipping tea?

Or those moments of dine & wine, suble kisses and lots of whine?

Is there nothing which reminds you of me, not even the early morning glory?

What about the restless nights, gentle caress and cute love bites?

 

I can wait till eternity, Till you finally come back to me,

All those times I said I Love you, my heart still sticks through,

My mind is lost my soul is numb,Without you am dumb,

I miss your voice and its concern, I almost have a heart burn,

Where are those stories to make me sleep, today at nights I only weep,

I Love you so badly I never knew, I know but that you do,

You have my lifetime to make a comeback, Still come back before my vision lack...

 

I can wait till eternity, Till you finally come back to me,

All those times I said I Love you, my heart still sticks through

 

 

 

Be-rang Sapne

Be-rang se hai sapne shaam ke

Ke ab aankho me bhi nami nahi hoti

Thi aarzu jiski har pal is dil ko

Dil ko ab uski kami bhi nahi hoti

Door ke manzar jo dikhte the pehle

Pehle jaise ab koi nazare nahi hote

Na bahaar hai na hai patjhad ka mausam

Mausam tha ghulam jiska ab vo ishaare nahi hote

Ham tanha the tab bhi jab tum nahi the

Tum ho ke bhi nahi ho ye yakeen nahi hota

Jis Kshitij pe aake milta hai aasman dharti se

Dharti pe shayad ab vo zameen nahi hoti

Syah Sard sa hai fiza ka daman

Ke daman me khushiyo ki mehak nahi hoti

Kami khalti thi kal bhi , kami khali hai aaj bhi

Par aaj ki kami me teri kami ki kasak nahi hoti

Bik jata bazaar me agar har ek gam dil ka

Shayad duniya me gam ki wakat nahi hoti

El espacio es el amo

When you’ll embrace
My shivering skin
My head shall rest
Under your chin
I’ll close my eyes
And let them weep
the tears of joy
and smile and grin.

Your warmth and love
Shall tear apart
The worries of my head
And soothe my heart
I’ll close my eyes
And thank the Lord
As happiness prevails
And stress departs

My dreams come true
With you by my side
I’ll hold you close
With nothing to hide
I’ll close my eyes
And leave this world
In you shall live,
my love….my pride.

11th Hour ...

My Life's a constant race against time,

Sometimes whirlwind, sometimes sublime,

Full of unexpected twists and turns,

It keeps me on toes, makes me churn,

With high octane performance it changes its course,

Requiring intense planning, willingness and force,

At the eleventh hour, just before the dooms day,

I get to alter not only the course but my entire way,

Like he stroke of thunder storm on a calm coast,

As the birds suddenly fly away from the lamp post,

Wish there was a lighthouse from where I could see,

Where this roller coaster is heading, How its gonna be,

The days are packed with action and efforts,

Just like the wild waves, with umpteen crests and troughs,

End result is happiness is what I believe,

Let Life test my endurance, ability and belief !!

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Hold You Forever ...

As the rains continue to batter,
standing on the balcony     
I watch the rain drops
converge into one pool of water;

I wish you were here
standing next to me      
In this rain soaked night,
holding hands, scheming of things pretty,

Wondering to myself, so late at night,
what is it that attracts me to you?
Thinking to myself, why are you always on my mind?
What power do you have in what you do?

thinking about where i stood,    
I try to push you out of my mind,
but every time i push you out of my thoughts,      
You crawl back into my world and fill my senses,

it’s so hard to keep smiling
and continue denying what i feel     
I don’t know why,
a thousand reasons i have none,

I can’t go on like this,
I can’t pretend everything is fine,
when all I want is to
hold you tight ...

Today... Tonight ...Everyday ... every night...